Closest Stereotype

Nerd

Overall Description

Sam is the nicest person you will ever meet. He is always willing to lend a hand and will always try to see the good in people. He will repeatedly give people another chance to redeem themselves, no matter how bad what they did before was. This does not apply to himself however. If he thinks that he did something bad, he will not forgive himself for it. It will seem like a much bigger mistake than it really was to him, in his mind it's blown way out of proportion. He needs someone to keep him grounded and remind him that things aren't as big as they seem (though he also finds it difficult to accept help from others). And if he can't handle his own thoughts, he will resort to drugs to block out the pain and get himself back together.

Despite sometimes not being able to grasp how important his actions are, he is very smart. He's a nerd, and he's proud of it. Sometimes, this can be really cute. If the right topic happens to be brought up, he will start fangirling over some biology thing or about a book he read fifteen times over. He doesn't notice that he's doing it, and he looks like a little kid when he does. Once he realizes, he will shut up and feel embarrassed about it.

Likes

Pastries. He really likes sweets. Not much more to say about it.

Biology and medicine. Every since he was ten, he wanted to be a doctor. He had a near death experience, the doctors who saved him were like angels to him and he wanted to be just like them. Medicine became his passion

Puppies. He's always wanted to get a puppy but has always been too worried about whether or not he'd be able to take care of it. He doesn't know if he'd be able to keep buying it food and whatnot for it to survive. But he does love puppies.

Dislikes

Anything that he considers to be childish. He had to start going to work and support a family by himself when he was 10. He stopped being a kid. But employers don't want to be paying a ten year old, that would just be stupid. Because of his age, it was very hard to make enough money to even be able to buy food. He hates being viewed as young or child-like because of this

Similar to the last one, he hates when people assume things based on ones appearance. He didn't look like a skilled intellect or anything when he was 10, he was 10 for Christ's sake. Nobody wanted to hire a stupid little kid. But when he started to make himself look older and more mature than he was, he started getting better results. But why should he have to change his outfit just to be hired? That in itself is stupid. He will never, well, he always tries not to judge someone based off of their looks, he tries his best to ignore any prejudice biases due to how someone appears on the outside. Someone also once said something that really stuck with him: "I care more about someone's personality. People aren't always going to look as good as they used to. We all get old. But if you find someone who has a golden heart, that's not going to change, and you'll still be happy living with them."

Competition or someone challenging his intellect. He can be pretty jealous sometimes, and he is a sore loser.

Positive Traits

Kind and caring, he will try to help anyone he can. He's very compassionate

Smart and analytical, he can understand a persons motives and perspective pretty easily

Pure and innocent

Good listener. He won't push for information you're not comfortable telling, but if you need to get something off your chest, he will sit and listen. And if you need comforting, he will offer himself up to a hug if needed

Negative Traits

Doesn't stand up for himself and lets himself get torn down

Self-destructive as well as overly self-sacrificing is not a good combination. He will do anything to help others, he will go ahead and take the repercussions for them without thinking about how it will affect himself

He can act quite childishly when he's frustrated and may throw things at you

He has a hard time asking others for help, even when he desperately needs it. And he makes himself look like he has everything together, even if he's really falling apart

Hobbies

Medicine

Chess

Fears

Being picked up. Odd, I know, but he has been the victim of bulling in the past. They did some really mean things to him, and if someone tries to pick him up without warning him ahead of time, he will freak out. No matter who they are

Wolves. He is deathly afraid of wolves

Losing his brother / His brother committing suicide just like he did, except Simon won't get a second chance like him

(In all further rps, Simon will be dead. He's very toxic, and I don't want to rp him)

The dark, he's scared of the dark and need a nightlight in order to sleep.

Love Language(s)

Words of Affirmation: You really like hearing your partner say, "I love you." Those three words are particularly meaningful, special, and reassuring for you to hear. Again and again and again. You appreciate when you are being acknowledged and praised. It's nice to have your efforts recognized with kind words, no matter how small it is. It lets you know that you are valued.

Physical Touch: People who communicate their appreciation through this language, when they consent to it, feel appreciated when they are hugged, kissed, or cuddled. They value the feeling of warmth and comfort that comes with physical touch.

Greatest joy in life

Helping others

Biggest Regret

Holding his little brother back when his sister was in danger

Biggest Accomplishment

Being Jacob's friend

Darkest Secret

His sister's dead body is still in the woods, not buried, and he can never find the courage to bury her

Extra

This is gonna sound weird, but when he falls into deep sleep, so like an hour or 2 after falling asleep, he does talk in his sleep. And not just any random nonsense, no no no no no. He fricken recites facts in his sleep. Very quietly, but if you stay up past him, you might just hear random knowledge. That is how nerd he is.

He can actually be quite evil at times.