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Disclaimer
This character has a mental illness that is very often stereotyped. I will try my best not to stereotype the mental illness and portray it as accurately as I can, but I do not claim to know or understand every aspect of it.
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I. Teaser
II. Basic info
III. Health and Abilities
IV. Appearance
V. Personality
VI. Self Perception
VII. Relations
VIII. Roleplay Info
โI don't have much time left.โ
โI never meant to hurt everyone so much, I just...
That's all I know how to do.โ
Birth Name
Elliot Servius Evans
Current Name
Elliot Servius Evans
First Name
Elliot
Meaning
"God on high," "The Lord is my God"
Middle Name
Servius
Meaning
"To preserve"
Last Name
Evans
Meaning
"The Lord is gracious"
Nicknames
Elli
Biological Gender
Male
Preferred Gender
Male
Pronouns
He / his / him
Sexual Orientation
Asexual
Romantic Orientation
Panromantic
Age
42
Birthday
August 23rd
Zodiac Sign
Virgo
Occupation
CEO of a laboratory organization
Where they live
Prismoria
Languages
English
Irish
โIt's karma; I am now fading out of existence
because of my own creation.โ
Physical Illnesses
Mutation
Mental Illnesses
Dissociative Identity Disorder
Triggers
Guns
Cameras
A lot of things, really
Mutation / Power
Mutation
How long have they had it
About 12 years
Description
He has an internal mutation that causes him sudden and sharp pain. It's very subtle to tell, but this pain is because the mutation is literally pulling in one of his limbs very slightly and consuming it. That makes the mutation grow. This also happens during sleep. However, this means that he is getting smaller. His arms and legs are getting shorter. Not proportionally even, the mutation is pulling in the limb to consume, so the distance between his shoulder and elbow is getting shorter and not the distance between his elbow and wrist. But it's so subtle and small, that it's very hard to tell, especially not if you see him everyday. Maybe if you saw him after a long time, when the mutation has had time to consume a lot
โSometimes it feels like I'm stranded
in an endless sea, all by myself,
but other times that sea is only the size of a cup...โ
Height
5'9.5" currently, he used to be 6'3.5"
176.53 cm currently, he used to be 191.77 cm
Weight
127 lbs.
57.61 kg
Hair color
Minecraft dirt block brown
Hair style
Straight, parted in the middle, medium length
Eye color(s)
Murky green
Piercings
None
Scars
A few from when he's tried to have a doctor remove the mutation. It inevitably failed, but he still has the scars
Tattoos
None
Birthmark
None
Freckles
No
โI... I don't know what makes me happyโ
Closest Stereotype
Grump old man
Overall Description
Since Elliot has DID, here's a quick description of his main alters.
Elliot does not know that he has DID, he's not aware of it. He knows that he keeps forgetting large chunks of time seemingly out of nowhere, but he's never heard of DID, so he never even thought to consider it possibly being a mental illness.
Anyway, Elliot is very playful and creative. He loves cats and making DIY stuff. Sometimes, he can be quite depressing, but if you can get him to stop being a grumpy old man, he's really fun.
Veronica is the gatekeeper. So, she's aware of all of the trauma. So, she's very cold and emotionless. She rarely ever fronts, since she's supposed to be the one keeping track of who's fronting and whatnot. Her job is not to be an alter who fronts. But she will if she really has to. She is friends with some of the other alters, but she mainly keeps her distance.
Chance is most likely to come out if Elliot is freaking out, since he's a protector. Unless Elliot's freaking out over something sexual or physical, then someone else might front, if it is going to be a protector that fronts. Anyway, Chance is a Chef. He loves to bake. He's also very mischievous, just like Elliot. In the inner world, he's always messing with the other alters. Except for the ones he can't access, obviously. But the main ones that are not blocked off by the mind, he's always messing around with them.
Oliver is a sweet and caring boi. He tends to get triggered to front when the topic of children is brought up. He loves children. In the inner world, he's a babysitter, always taking care of the littles. He also loves to garden. He's quite the green thumb.
He is not nearly as playful as the others, he's much more shy and introverted. And when he fronts, his laugh is so cute. He's more shy than Elliot, so he'll always try to quiet himself down and hide his face.
Kat is a trauma holder. Not going to say what trauma, but she is one of the trauma holders. She's not as playful as the others, but she can be. In the inner world, she's really strong. She's a cop, and she cares a lot about safety. And she hates that the systems body is so weak since Elliot refuses to work out his arms, ever. She's likely to front when something more physical is triggering Elliot. But she doesn't front that often, she mainly resides in the inner world.
This is Kat's brother within the inner world. He is the MAIN trauma holder. Kat took some of the trauma, but Dark holds most of it. He's very skittish and impulsive. He can be quite violent, but it's a self defense. If you can get him to trust you, he will learn to let his guard down. Despite the body being 40-something years old, Dark is still only a teenager. And in the inner world, he's still living with the introject of Elliot's father, separated from the rest of the alters. He's still reliving the same trauma, over and over again. When he fronts, he's very suspicious of everyone, assuming the worst. He doesn't want to end up being tricked or taken advantage of. He is not an "evil alter," that doesn't exist. He's a traumatized child who doesn't know how to protect himself in any ways other than lashing out.
Likes
Running. He used to be on the track team when he was in school. He just kind of broke his habit of going for a run every day. But he still has that speed
Height. He's kind of like a cat in that aspect, he likes being able to be at the top, watching over everything else. But with his age and the fact the mutation is literally making him shorter and shorter, he's not going to be rock climbing or anything any time soon
Cats, kittens. He loves cats, and he would just cuddle up with a bunch if he could
Dislikes
Being taken advantage of / overpowered. He likes to be in control, and he doesn't like anyone forcibly taking control
Anyone who doesn't like cats >:(
People who try to hug or do anything physical to him without his consent. He likes his space and he kind of freaks out if someone he doesn't fully trust tries to hug him. You have to give him time
Positive Traits
He isn't going to abandon anyone, he's loyal. To a dangerous extent, but hey, it's the thought that counts
Efficient, he built an entire lab from ground up by himself and made it work. And he did so relatively quickly
Creative and innovative, he makes things work out even when he doesn't have sufficient materials
He has good intentions. Yes, he's a bad guy and he's done terrible things, but for most of them, he thought it was good
When he starts something, he is committed. He doesn't quit or give up on anything
Charismatic when it comes to persuading someone into doing his bidding
Negative Traits
He hates losing, he's a sore loser. He will be silently plotting how he's going to make his opponent pay for beating him
He doesn't let things go, he doesn't move on. He just holds onto this burning hatred towards everyone who has broken his trust, and it's very hard for him to move past that hatred and learn to forgive
Self-centered. He may TRY to stop being so self-centered, but he has difficulty understanding other people and their viewpoints, and he's a sore loser, so clearly his opinion should just be taken as fact
Very judgmental of others
Stubborn. Really stubborn
Fears
Death. No, he's not just scared because he's dying, he's scared because of what he's leaving behind, who's going to remember him or even care that he's gone. He's going to die soon, and he has nobody who will be sad that he's gone, nobody who will cherish his memory. When he leaves this earth, the only thing he'll be known for is being an asshole, everyone will be relieved that he's gone. "Thank God, that psycho will finally leave me alone!" He's terrified that his father will be right: He's just an ignorant jerk who can't do anything for himself and needs everyone else to do every little thing for him. He's a disappointment. And it's too late to try and fix any of it. He almost wishes he could just die faster, then he wouldn't have to be stuck just waiting for his story to come to an end. Just waiting is more painful than anything. He's the one who caused the mutation that's slowly breaking him down piece by piece, even if they do find a cure, does he really deserve it? Maybe God wanted him to die. He has nothing to live for anyway
Guns. He does make his guards have guns, but they're not allowed to take them out around him
The unknown
Hobbies
Running
Crafts
Love Language(s)
Quality Time: This love language is all about giving your undivided attention to that one special person, without the distraction of television, phone screens, or any other outside interference. They have a strong desire to actively spend time with their significant other, having meaningful conversations or sharing recreational activities.
Extra
He doesn't like being on camera. He can operate a whole security system, but he hates being filmed
Kind of a minimalist. He doesn't like having / owning things that have no purpose of function to be there, and thus keeps most things empty and clean
He knows how to perform Irish tap dancing
โNico hates me, my son hates me,
my mother couldn't bear to stay with me, maybe...
Maybe I'm just meant to be alone.โ
How they feel about themselves
Currently, not that good. He is simply waiting for death to come, knowing he has brought only pain and misery to the world. But, if someone can snap him out of his depressive state, he's actually quite confident in his own abilities. He knows he's smart and crafty, he has full faith in himself
How they would describe themselves
Again, depends on timing. Currently: A wretched blight to the world. When he's not depressed: Playful, inventive, efficient
What they think is their best trait
His creativity
What they think is their worst trait
His forgetfulness? In a sense...
How they think other perceive them
Again, timing. Currently, he believes everyone wants him dead. That everyone would be happy to be rid of him. If he's in a better state, he might still think that a little, but he also knows that others view him as a leader; someone who can make something out of nothing.
What they would like to change about themselves
His past
โYou really thought that would work?
You really thought that would trick me~?โ
Mother
Linda Evans
Status
Dead
Father
Peter Evans
Status
Unknown
Ex-Lover
Nico... (That moment when you realize you never gave someone a last name-)
Status
Alive
Son
Status
Alive
โI've fought death for over a decade.
It's time I give up and let him take me.โ
Availability
Open
Genres
Fantasy
Angst
Sci-Fi
Romance